Life Lately

Saturday, 1 October 2016


You might or might not have noticed, but I've been off the blogging scene again recently. If I'm being completely honest, I've not even looked at my stats in about a month, I haven't attempted to sit and write a post, and I just haven't had the energy to take part in Twitter chats. It's been almost like I've just forgotten that the whole blogging part of my life has existed.

That's partly because life has just taken over. Work has been really busy, I've recently got my first full-time job and so my life is about to get even more hectic. And when I have had free time, blogging hasn't been high on my priority list.

But it's not been just about being busy. I've been busier than this before, especially during my last semester at uni, but I still managed to find time to blog.

I guess I've felt a little lost recently. Inspiration for posts has been sparse and I've been in some serious doubt about where my place is amongst the thousands and thousands of bloggers that are out there. I have absolutely no idea how I'm supposed to stand out, I feel like just another blogger writing about make-up and taking pretty pictures of her Starbucks cup.

I feel ordinary. Spectacularly ordinary. And feeling ordinary when the blogging community is so full of these beautiful, creative, colourful personalities, sucks a little bit.

I'm not even 100% sure where I'm going with this post. I'm not trying to say that I'm quitting blogging, I guess my point is that at the moment, my self-confidence is very, very low where my blog is concerned. Maybe I just need to push on.

I just feel

Ordinary.

Love,
Sian Kathrine xo